This is really wierd! After i posted on my blog , i have gone back to it almost six times to see if someone had a comment to make!!!.
I suffered from first timer jitters and now it is the no comments anxiety!!!
Oh GOD!!! Please help.
I wonder how many of us go through these crests and troughs of life unscathed. All my life , I have been trying to please one person or the other. During childhood, it was my family( I have a huge one!!!) , adolescent stage was entirely for my friends, college and university was devoted to my professors( I had to be the best student, you see!), after marriage it is now my second family(I have to be the best daughter-in law). I often feel that all these years I have not only aspired to be the best, I in fact, have managed to be! And I tell u it is boring to be number one! Why do we have to be the best?
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
First timer jitters!!
Ok! this is the first of my posts.
I did start a blog earlier but stopped for no reason at all. Was it lack of expression or lack of time or lack of imagination? I guess, all of them put together. So this time around i am going through the first timer jitters! I want this post to be really good( i wonder if all of u bloggers felt the same anxiety while writing your first one!). I want all of u ,readers, to take notice. So there is a lot of pressure to have a great write up here. I hope my creative instinct does not give up on me too soon, at least till the end of this post!! I am praying hard!!!
I have been doing the rounds of some great blogs recently. Amazing at how beautifully some of them are written. I feel that gave me the final push to start one of my own. I do not claim to be as good as all of u guys out there, but i will try, for sure.
I did start a blog earlier but stopped for no reason at all. Was it lack of expression or lack of time or lack of imagination? I guess, all of them put together. So this time around i am going through the first timer jitters! I want this post to be really good( i wonder if all of u bloggers felt the same anxiety while writing your first one!). I want all of u ,readers, to take notice. So there is a lot of pressure to have a great write up here. I hope my creative instinct does not give up on me too soon, at least till the end of this post!! I am praying hard!!!
I have been doing the rounds of some great blogs recently. Amazing at how beautifully some of them are written. I feel that gave me the final push to start one of my own. I do not claim to be as good as all of u guys out there, but i will try, for sure.
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